Tunnel of Thoughts

My Love, 

Hope all is well. I love you, and this is me talking in peace to you. Just read the whole passage first and digest them.

We both have a career, we both work very hard and we both know how hard it is to climb up the corporate ladder. And I am also still have my  foundation plan on my pipeline.But there are some issues that have been bothering me:

1) Your staff has gone way out of line. I don't appreciate her telling every breathing thing including my friend/client that I am a slut that have been chasing you. She added that she deliberately call your staff on your second office to check up on me. Bener atau enggak itu ga penting, perhaps she just want to show my friend that she has the power. That is highly improper. I have been dodging the ball by not going to your office for for 2 years and this is what I get. 

2) Your staff told my friend  that you BOUGHT her a house and you brought bags from Paris for your groupies girls. And this noise is not only stop on my friend's ear but the whole office knows.  My friend asked me is she your mistress and is it true that you have your groupies that follow you here and there? Even my friend can search for pictures of you and them flashing in social medias.

3) Your staff was really worried that I will follow you to B City, that she asked my aunt for my itinerary because she KNOWS that I have a car following the bus when we had our outing.

 

This is not about you, my Love. What I don't like people accuse me and your staff making noises about me. She is your staff and we both are professional. I work so hard to build my career and she has no idea how much damage she may cause. Once you make a cut, the scar will stay there forever.

Yes I am single. Tapi ga semua wanita single kelakuannya seperti lirik dangdut pantura. No man has ever laid his hand on me since my separation. Karena bahagia buat aku adalah bisa deket sama kamu, ketawa2, peluk dan senderin kepala di dada kamu, duduk dgn secangkir kopi dan buku di tangan, walking on the beach and leyeh2 with my daughter. Saturday was the happiest day in my whole life. I finally get my head lean on your shoulder...Bahagia itu sederhana. 

Maybe...just maybe, you do feel at home with those pantura wanna be who doesn't even bother wiggling their butts right in front of my daughter's face. Well if that is the case, I will rest my case. You are what you are and I have to bear in mind that I am not worthy of your respect. You respect those groupies more than you respect my career and my good name and my daughter who look up on you and wanting you to be her father figure. Further more, who is more dangerous? Me or them?

Think about it Love.